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People bring up my "lifestyle".  Isn't that funny.  They are religious in a delusional way but that isn't a lifestyle.  Because they don't actually live it.  Religion is handy dandy that way.  Or maybe they are just delusional, doing the same thing yet again, feeling the same way yet again, and thinking it is going to turn out somehow differently and that if it didn't, well, it isn't their fault.

Try living something, it isn't something someone else needs to "line up" with.  It is Yoda-ish:  "Do or do not.  There is no try."  Do or do not.  I don't give a sh*t which one you do but do not say one thing and do another.  You'll get the results you live.  Don't blame me for that.  Nature is a harsh mistress and doesn't mince words.  That's where I live.

That moment you forget to pay proper attention, the horse kicks you in your f-ing knee and it doesn't get better for a long long time and maybe not ever.  Getting mad at the horse is stupid.  Suing the owners is more stupid.  Expecting someone to feel sorry for you and listen to you whine for the rest of your life is colossally  stupid.  Refusing to pursue your dreams for fear of getting kicked again is just sad.  Walk.  Whenever confronted with steps or stairs, use them.  Don't curse them.  Use them, repeatedly.

It ain't ever going to be the same again but that isn't necessarily a bad thing.